B R I T T E R S.

California Kush .

I am a daughter, A sister, A grandaughter, a neice, A cousin, a auntie and a friend.
I am a partner, A student, a kid at heart and a grown woman.

i am confident and scared,
I am terrified and excited,
I am loving and caring,
Yet thoughtful and hopeful.

I am sick and tired,
I am shy and friendly,
Careful and careless,
I am broken yet whole,
i am misunderstood, misguided and Mislead,
I am hardworking and determined

Brave on the outside but a little scared on the inside.

I wish on stars and dream my dreams,
I pray to God and cry my tears,
I smile on the outside while i am dying on the inside,
I listen to others who won’t listen to me,
I walk on egg shells and i walk on fire,
I believe in passion But not true love,
I love you yet i push you away,
I want you but not so close,
I am everything and nothing all at once,
and yet,
All i want is for you to love me

        All I have been listening to is Keri Hilson new album “No Boys Allowed.” This album is amazing because I can honestly say I feel exactly the way she does. Keri and I are definitely in the same boat. I love every track, melody, lyrics and her voice! Although this album is great, it makes me sad. It brings back memories that I don’t need and her lyrics stirs up something in me that makes me remember my relationship with my ex. Its bittersweet. Nevertheless I just cant stop listening to it! Go KERI!

My next favorite album at the moment, that I have been bumping back to back is C Breezy! Chris Brown new album ”F.A.M.E” that cam out about a week ago has been stuck in my head constantly and on my ipod “Top 25 Most Played” playlist. One word for this album “Dopeness!”

My current two favorite songs from each album are below. Take time to listen! =D